WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?
by A.T.
What is wrong with you?
What is the matter? These
questions seem plausible and yes may even make sense. But not to someone that is suffering. Suffering heart and mind that satin has begun
to sing his song to and confuse. The war
wages on. The thoughts that Satan begins
to whisper…something is wrong with you.
Can’t you see? Everyone sees you
are broken. You are not really healed it
was all a dream. Those thoughts you
thought you conquered are still there.
See I hold the key to your mind and I know what others really think and
better yet what you think of yourself.
The war…yes the war wages on. God
is whispering back, using friends and family, devotions and all to try to reach
you so that you do not fall. God is
telling you all this is a lie…listen to me my child I will not let you
die. The war wages on. Satan continues to drop more thoughts that no
one will want you…not the real you. Not
the you that is flawed from all that has been done to you from those I put in
your path. You are damaged goods you see…I made you that
way from placing upon you over and over the betrayal and the lies in men and
friends you dared to trust. The war wages
on. God begins to get angry with Satan
as the lies begin to set root and diminish the glow that He wants His child to
show. He continues to tell you…listen to
me…listen to me. You are not a mistake,
you are made whole through me. I’m so
sorry for all that has happened to you but I will use this to make you
new. I will use the trials and
tribulations to set foot in a new nation.
I will use you to speak to those that suffer through the pains in which
you endured. To show a light and a
salvation that can only come from me…so please my dear don’t give in…don’t
listen to Satan. You are more…you were
created with a divine purpose in mind.
You must focus on my voice…no other…no one from the outside world that
is making you question your worth, no one from the outside world that simply
does not know what you have endured…no you must listen…to the creator…the one
that designed you. I am the one that
knows the truth, the way and the light.
And you my child are a pure delight.
You may not be able to explain the thoughts, the fears and the feelings
to those upon this earth, but I am your Lord Father and I know every step and
every verb. You need not explain to me…I
already know and your comforts are with me.
The war will wage on but you must remember that the war has already been
won…the death upon the cross of my son.
This war set you free don’t you see?
Yes Satan will not let up, he will scheme and plan and try to make you
suffer, he will tell you lies and send more to cause pain to take you
under. But this is not the end. Remember this when the storms come and seem
to linger. “For I know the plans I have
for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a
future.”
